Thanks, I've calmed down enough thanks to her, she got connected again a few minutes ago, but if I start crying(bleh) and mentally freaking out again, I'll let you know 
It really means a lot though, thank you for the offer.
I'm going to try and just lay down, maybe keep the tv on and just fall asleep.
It really means a lot though, thank you for the offer.I'm going to try and just lay down, maybe keep the tv on and just fall asleep.